Not sure what the mental block is but I can't seem to close with random women. I just have a mental block where I keep wanting to succeed no matter what and event though I'm fine with rejection, I keep hating it and trying to avoid it. Like, it's not even a random girl but I saw some girl I haven't seen for a while tonight and I just couldn't talk to her, not sure what's wrong with me. I feel like I can't make myself look like a new man with women I already know/women who think of me as who I was before I was more confident and accomplished.

How did you guys let go of the past and all that?