so I'm in a slump, if you could call it that... I'm getting just as many girls as i have my whole life, which unfortunately is almost none. I just don't know what to do, I've been reading this subreddit for 4 months and I haven't been able to approach one girl. I've gone to the beach, the mall, raves, and my community college.. and nothing... No matter how hard i try, i can't bring myself to talk to ANYONE not even just girls.The other day at a hotel lobby I was walking to sit down and use the wifi, I see this old man sitting by himself and i turned 180 degrees and walk away. He called me back and he turned out to be a cool guy but still, wtf is wrong with me.

I've read every AA related post and honestly it seems like they're full of shit. The way it is to me is if I approach a girl and shoots me down I'm a loser and a creep. I made it obvious that I was interested in her and she essentially tells me im a piece of shit. Last time I asked a girl for her number she said it was 1-800assfuck, the best part was my friends didn't let me forget about it for months...

Ok so this is a really long ramble and i need to end it. Basically im getting depressed because I'm really alone and cant get girls. I want to give up, but can't because my lack of getting girls is essentially causing me to be depressed.