I don't understand myself I can talk, keep a conversation, flirt. The thing is I approach beautiful women when I have too I'm weird. I think I have loe self esteem and I only had so far 2 gf like my whole life and I'm only 20. I do get nervous around hot girls or when they approach me at my gay job anyways I can never tell when a girl likes me. When I want them they don't really response and when I don't try some like me back but by then I don't look at them as the girl I wanna fuck or date. I'm also a good looking guy not trying to be conceded but what do I do so I can actually have dates with normal hot women? I'm just so dam lost with this stuff... =_= also I just can't pull the trigger why I have been hurt and used... And sometimes I feel I can't trust some hot women its just a battle within myself.