Hey Seddit i need your help on something about inner game. Please keep in mind this is my first time posting on reddit so formatting might be a bit weird and English isn't my native language.

About 3 months ago i discovered seddit and some PUA sites. At the moment i define myself as a beginner and I've been working mainly on my inner game. I've been changing my wardrobe, watching my posture and body language, being more confident with who i am overall. I have also improved at socializing and you could say im now a more socially active person than I've ever been.

The problem is that this sudden change between staying home when i had an excuse and going out even i if didn't really felt like it was a bit irregular. My friends and social circle used to think of me as a introvert, and now that im acting all the opposite they think of me as an asshole, cocky person, scumbag,etc... I've been working on not crossing the line from confident to cocky bastard but i seemed to have overstepped. My closest friend even told me he (and the whole group) dont like hanging out with me anymore since i've changed and not for good.

Since he told me this i've been trying to tone it down but it seems i just became the old me. Its not something bad its just that im not entirely happy with being that person again. On the other hand when i acted (and felt) more confident i was exponentially happier, i got to do things i wouldn't have think of otherwise and i felt i was actually improving myself.

Its seems like im either a "nice guy" or an asshole. Right now i feel more like the nice guy which at some point i feel is depressing me. During this time of transition between nice guy and asshole i've felt my body has taken the psychological burden. Im developing some serious acne and the dermatologist just recently prescribed Roacutan, a pill for acne treatment that will last 6 months.

I've never im my life had this acne problem and its really demoralizing me. I think its due to this dilemma and i was hoping for some advice.