I'm now like 2 weeks into PUA and already had 2 #-close (one was fake) and I thought I'm over AA, but today I really fucked up and hate myself for it. So there is this cute girl who I'm kind of have a crush on and today I saw her outside of a store, staring at her phone. (We met a half year ago at an event from our music school and talked a few sentences but at this point, I was still AFC and didn't show some IOI) She didn't notice me when I went into the store, but I told myself I would approach her when I get back out. Two minutes later I had my coffee and went out of the store and she was still there. She still doesn't notice me and I didn't have the balls to talk to her. I justified myself for a minute about bullshit reasons like that there were better opportunities, or that she wouldn't be interested in me. But then I realized it was absolutely my fault. I should probably forget her and move on with girls I'm not biased with. The problem for me is, the more I think about it, the more it has the chance to become a oneitis and I want to do all that I can to avoid this. At this point, I barely have problems to hold eye contact with strangers and it is fun to see them looking down, of insecurity (Am I an asshole for this?) Thanks for reading, I just had to get that off...