Yo Wassup!

I'm looking for a wing.

I'm 22, 6 years in game but have really only gamed consistantly for like 6 months because I get easy results and then get lazy or I just meet a girl at a party or something or girls that are working but I do this with a pit of anxiety in my stomach to the point where I just start acting weird & cant be my true self unless I drink..

I'm tired of that reality, it's time to fucking upgrade realities and take action in an immersive manner....

I broke it down with the 7 levels deep why on why I can't approach when I see a pretty girl.. I mean I can approach, I just don't feel worthy, hence the anxiety..

When I broke it down and kept asking my self why, I realized that it's all because I haven't been proven that I am worthy and can be loved by women I find intoxicatingly attractive..

I find this fucking hilarious because even if I have my mindset right, & have all the positive things in my head, when I see a girl, all that goes out the window and just freeze.

The only way to get over this is by going through it and simultanously meditating on the acceptance and letting go.

But in reality, it's just mostly doing the damn thing...

So, if anyone has resonated with this and is interested in having someone there to help you while you help them, PM me!

But, I have to screen so only pm if:

  • you are 18 - 24 years of age
  • you are atleast an intermediate in game and know somewhat what you are doing
  • you struggle with the same thing I do and have a similar experience
  • you are willing to push yourself and try to one up me when we are out and make it a fun, competitive, positivly life altering experience
  • you hate doing the chode crystal thing where you go out just to talk to your wing and not take action

Btw, I am between intermediate and advanced. Meaning, I can get advanced results, I just have a hard time taking action when I just going about my day to day experience of life. I know this because my best friend is M-PUA and he is better than anyone in RSD, except maybe Derek.. I don't want to game with him because he is not on the same level of the journey as I am and he doesn't care to game anymore cuz he can just close like 5 times in a day from cold approach so.. yea..