So I went to the store again today and once again ran into that crazy hot girl, this time I got the nerve to talk to her, get her name, flirt with her a bit, but when I was going to ask her for her number, I just couldn't do it, I hate the idea shes going to tell me shes taken or just shoot me down, I can't get over this fear.

Im happy with myself that I was at least able to talk to her and flirt with her for a bit and get her name. But I just cant get it in my head that picking up girls like this is normal. It was also busy during that time as well, but I had the opportunity to do it.

How do I help myself?