So i decided to go sarging for the first time this tuesday. Its Saturday and the fact that i will be going out tuesday and talking to ladies make me shit bricks. At first was very determined and now i feel like not doing anything like that and just do what i do daily. Stay back at home. My will power to go sarging Tuesday is crashing down.

A bit about me- 21M and havent been in a company of a female in 5 years and now i fucking feel socially awkward. I do want to change the position i am in. But just fuck up mentally. This was supposed to be the first time i approach a girl and now i am losing interest. I fucking feel helpless.