I am fairly new to pick up, I've always been a really charming guy and I never go too long without a new woman, however 90% of my dates have been achieved through okcupid and tinder. My approach anxiety is improving, but still very beta. Recently I got a huge kick in the throat. Two months ago I started hanging out with a girl I really liked. When i met her I have never been so on top my game, however I became infatuated and became "boyfriendy" and this quickly killed her interest in me. We did our thing for about a few weeks and our fling just ended one day with no warning when she quit replying to my texts. I did not push to keep her talking to me because I knew I already lost when I presented myself to her in that different "sweet" type of way. And every day I can not get this girl out of my mind, its toxic and while it motivated me to get more into seduction, I cant stop kicking myself for having a beta blow out and losing the best girl I have ever been with.

I have been with a few women since I parted ways with this one and I still can't shake the feelings I have for her.

It is important for me to say I am not the kind of guy to get attached to women, in the past I would have shook this off within a day. But she had a different effect on me I can't explain.

THE QUESTION: have any of you had this problem before and how do you overcome this kind of rejection.

Tl; dr: Lost the woman of my dreams, having trouble dealing with this type of rejection. Finding it hard to move on.