So I started my journey in becoming alpha about a year ago due to issues with my wife. Things got better, I became complacent, and stopped mid journey. Year goes by, I get " proof" of the issues with my wife, and after a couple of weeks of being at the lowest point, I'm back on that alpha journey.

Some how, while at work saturday night, I cross paths with what I believe to be an sb10/(11) due to the fact that if you google her name you'll see a lot of modeling pictures(not porn). She's tipsy but not out of it. I try to help her get home because she's a target for a criminal. In that process were flirting and she's really into me. We end up making out and she's grabbing my dick through my pants in the car. I had to cut it short because the longer I stayed in the car with her the higher my chances of getting fired were. The issue with that is I work in the public sector and it would've been..well..very public.

So.. We swap numbers. Next day I call, no answer. She calls me back. She's still super interested and telling me how she's fantasizing about me. She lives about an hour away and was heading back home at that time. We figured next weekend we would work something out. I would initiate a text conversation about once a day and finally on Tuesday I bring up meeting again. I gave her options and she said Thursday(tonight) was fine. Thing is my next text was about a specific time and she never replied. I didn't want to seem needy so I figured we'd talk about it later. All of a sudden it's Thursday and I freak out and call her at around 1pm. No answer.

I figured its a loss, don't take it personal, move on. She then texts back: Hi sweetie I've been super busy. Srry i didn't get back to you. You wanna just maybe meet up for drinks later?

I wasn't sure if she meant later today or at a later date so I reply: No worries. Let me know when/time is good for u.

No reply so far it's been about an hour. Do I stop replying do I keep talking to her? I have no clue, like I said I'm still a newb.

Marriage As far as the wife, still figuring it out, we still live together and are going to marriage counseling some time soon.