I've been off my game for a few days now and I wanted to know what Seddit would do to get back into the social movement.

A bit of a backstory for today: I recently lost my job and went to a nearby mall to drop off some resumes. I figured I might as well do some warmup sarging while checking out where was hiring.

The applications went well, though I wasn't able to properly integrate sarging into dropping off applications. I was feeling really lazy for opening anyone. One of the places I applied to, Hollister, had a very social environment, and I was feeling very out-of-place there for some reason.

I finally opened a HB8 or 9 Russian chick at a stand selling hair products and asked if she had anything for my hair. I approached her twice: the first time, I couldn't exit talking about her hair products and so I exited the scene. There was a desperate race going through my mind on how I can start talking about real shit, but I didn't know how to get to that point. I returned a second time and opened with some stupid stalker opener that she didn't understand because she was fairly fobby. No number, no name, but I know she sometimes visits that mall.

I wandered a bit after that. I didn't want to admit defeat but I didn't want to open anyone. I wasn't feeling awkward about opening, I just didn't feel like doing so.