Ok so at work today, I had a very awkward conversation with a female coleague who is single.

So for the back storry, there is a smart, beautiful and actually pretty cool chick who works with me as a temp, whom I recently found out was single and really starting to hate it.

We had the most awkward conversation about our dating experiences on and off-line.

The conversation started around tinder and we awkwardly asked eachother if we're single and how we ar finding it. She seems to enjoy it but starting to hate it. I said to her that it's starting to get over-rated and I am trying to get my self out there.

I changed the subject to her upcoming trip and awkwardly said something like. "I bet you'd prefer to have a travel companion with you?" She turned arround and said no not really. (Could you imagine the cringe) on my face. This was probably the most awkward moment of my life.

So in an attempt to change the subject she asked me what other ways have tried to procure a date? To which I awkwardly told her "oh you know I tried going to... Nerworking events... Because... Like minded people... Build rapport... And all that stuff... I figured it would be easier but i turn out to be tha youngest there."

She then awkwardly asked me if i was looking for something serious or casual and i pretended not here here because I didn't know what to say to that.

Oh man I really like her and all of this morning I kept telling myself to go for it. Make her mine and don't be weird because she'll be gone soon and not a collegue much longer but today I fucked it up i was completely weird and lame. Which by the way i am not arrpund my friends.