I went out with a group of friends to a club, now I'm an introverted dude who doesn't really do well in a club environment generally but I still had a good time.

However, it doesn't excuse the fact that I saw a lot of pretty women and didn't have the balls to approach them. In fact it's embarassing, because as much as I rationalize the reasons (eg: friends would judge me, might get rejected, she has a boyfriend, she's not interested etc) which may be true I won't really know until I actually ****ING DO IT.

I've reached a plateau in my life, I've read a lot of material from seddit, I've watched a lot of videos, and I keep looking for more stuff before I feel "ready" to go out and actually do it for real.

Well the truth is, no matter how much material I read or watch it's not gonna make me a pickup or ladies' master. I've realized after choding around the club like a scrub, seeing other guys make approaches, that the only way out of this is through action and stop feeling sorry for myself.

So as a result I've promised myself to go out and do 3 approaches a day during the daytime, because frankly I'm a lot more comfortable in that environment that I am in a club. Maybe when my confidence is higher I can approach clubs as well, but I'm going to take this one step at a time.

There's not much to learn from here, it's more of a self realization than anything. But the main reasons I posted it was as a textual reminder to myself and also just advice to guys out there on this subreddit who are probably in a similar position, we can dream and plan it out in our heads but it will never happen until we actually take action.

TL:DR: I've become addicted to watch and reading stuff on Seddit instead of actually doing anything. Spending time at a club and too afraid to take action made me realize I have a long way to go, gonna start doing daytime approaches whether I like it or not.