This may be slightly weird... but whatever, I'm counting on anonymity, even though I'm not using a throwaway.

Here are the facts: I'm 29, only been in one relationship. The sex was bad. I was/am quite bad at it too.

The constraints: I am Asian (Indian) and will soon be under extreme pressure to get married.

So say I have two years left.

I've been reading seddit for a while now and have gone from complete AFC to slightly AFC. I can now talk to girls, #-close, but nothing further. I have cultural barriers in addition to confidence barriers. In addition, I assume every girl is racist even though I've mostly found that it's me being racist about myself and everyone else is fine...if that makes sense.

So yeah, say I have two years left and I want to get good at seduction+sex, the whole process.

Plus, I'm moving to Seattle from a really small town in four months.

I want to hit the ground running there. What, specifically, should I do before then to ensure that I have the courage to go out and screw up or screw someone whenever I want to?