Ever since I was introduced to the seddit community, I've began to have a completely different view on life, and more importantly finally realized how fucking beta I am sometimes. I consistently catch myself failing shit tests; not just from girls but from everyone. I'm noticing guys trying to "alpha up" on me. This is sometimes is in front of girls, as well as in other group situations when I try to establish control. I usually just end up being shitted on by the AMOTG. Example 1-- Talking to HB8 after sports training, teammate comes up behind me, puts me in a headlock and gives me a noogie (I'm 5'5" lol), cracks a joke at my expense, makes her laugh. I'm in passive mode, and just can't think of anything to do or say. Example 2-- In a group setting, talking about a fundraiser we are running. It is not clear who is leading the fundraiser and I pitch an idea that I have put a bit of thought into, but it is pushed away by another guy who somehow establishes that he is "in charge" and says that he will consider my idea after giving it some thought.

What can I improve? Hit me up with your wisdom