Well I am m19 and until I was 16 I rarely had this problem, problem being that, it is very difficult for me to a. Start a conversation and b. Formulate responses during the conversation. And the more people present (may not even be a part of the interaction) the more difficult it becomes for me to voice a response IF I even formulated an acceptable one. I think its a confidence factor but if so then I had confidence once so how do I require it?, If it is a fear factor then how do I deduce what exactly I am afraid of? (And further why I developed this fear) Or is it a side effect of a unhealthy relationship with another human?

I do so apologize for the ,may be, atrocious punctuation, I prefer my own style but I tried to midway it for reddit