Ok so I was always one of those guys that would read 20 books, watch 500 youtube videos, etc. Never took action. However, I had a shift in my mindset where the pain of being lonely, never having the beautiful women I want, the meaningful relationships/friendships with men and women, etc was too much to bare living how I am.

Since yesterday and today I've said fucked it and have approached 6 girls.

Entire goal is getting over AA right now. Anyways, I still obviously have AA since I am starting out, however, whenever I see a girl I want to approach I still can freeze up, even though right now I know nothing bad really happens and most women seem bored on their phones.

Am I being hard on myself expecting to approach every hot chick I see?

Am I putting too much pressure on myself?

I am working on seeing this as more of a fun game than anything, but man the adrenaline and excitement/anxiety is really making me feel weird.