If this post is very specific and personal and don't related to the other guys here it my be deleted. But where can I post it? It is my real life's struggling with intimacy?

After years and years on therapy I couldn't find even one woman for an intimate date. As for a friendly date, yes I did. After a period where PC's consumed me, making videos, special effects, photography editing, 3D special videos. I was feeling like the master of all "poor" people they know nothing about that special art. But this was a trick of my therapist, not "allowing" me to be in the field. Time comes where I wanted no PC art in my life, but I lusted women. My therapist say: "If you really want them you just go find them and bang"! I was waiting for him to make some magic for me to change. But nothing. We speak for anything else exept this. Years go. Nothing happens. "Doctor" I said,"I want a beautifull woman to come in my life"! "If you want her, go find her", he says. After reading all available theory from 1996 Ross Jeffries , Neil Strauss, Manson, RSD videos, Mystery, Savoy, neurolinguistics by Herickson, the Black October sequence, an hypnotist work etc. Until today I haven't make an approach, go to a date, intimate touch a woman. My God! Therapist and I continue the process...