I had an okcupid date scheduled for the art museum yesterday but they freakin cancelled! But I scheduled 2 more art museum dates, one for Sunday and another for next Wednesday, but these were *tinder* dates. I've never had ANYONE from tinder actually meet up with me. I have on okcupid, just not tinder. I have like 170 matches on tinder and NONE of them have ever met up with me. Also on another okcupid account (I have 3 for some reason, I just think of new usernames and then migrate but I periodically check the 2 "inactive" ones) a girl said she wanted me to shoot my load down her throat and then on my main one a girl point blank messaged me "wanna hook up" and then went on to talk about having "rough sex". BUT I'VE MET UP WITH NONE OF THEM SO FAR IT'S SO TRAGIC. It's been a distance/transportation issue both of the 2 sex times.

Why is it soooo hard to get laid????

OH and then irl there's this girl that I'm like actually in love with, but she doesn't want to be with me, but she's willing to be friends, so I'm maxing out that friend card for sure, but it's like soooo frusttrating because I want to touch her so bad, not even like sexually, just like put my arm around her waist and interlace our fingers together but obviously that's not on the table uggggghhhh