Note: The following seems cold and calculated but I'm actually a bit of a romantic. I mentioned I made out with a cute girl this weekend, and people asked for a field report so here it is.

So I've been pretty cold lately. There was a girl I used to sleep with who then had a boyfriend who then didn't have a boyfriend anymore. I thought it would be back on but it wasn't, so that really motivated me.

I decided to go out thurs fri sat of every week and do 15 approaches. The truth is I decided this on Friday so even though I went out on thursday it didn't count.

Thursday: Went out alone, feeling shitty, went to the bar to get a drink. The girl across is looking at me. She's hot, she's whispering something to her friend. I'm guessing it's negative. This guy she's hanging out with comes over, tells me the girl just broke up with her boyfriend and wants to sleep with me. This scares me a little, but I go over. She doesn't want to talk to me. Confidence shattered, I go home.

Friday: The first day I decide to do 15 approaches a night. I go out with my friends to a high end club but small. Drunk out of my mind. Talk to a bunch of girls. Get 3 numbers, one I'm positive will flake.

A little about me, I can get tons of numbers, always could. Used to always flake. Lately haven't been flaking as much.

Friend goes home with a girl, I go home feel shitty about it.

Saturday: Go out alone again. Feel really nervous, but run into some friends to talk to them. Approach anxiety. I use my tried and tested move to get over. I go to a really busy part of the bar, put up my elbows on the bar, and watch other guys try to pick up. They suck. Within 10 minutes I usually get bored instead of nervous and decide to go pickup. Decide to go to the front and talk to every girl.

Go to the front of the bar. See a group of girls. They're a bit too hot and tall, (she's 5"10 and I'm 5"7). I go talk to them just cause I want to do 15 approaches and expect to fail.

Surprised to find that the hotter of the girls is actually hooking. I immediately proceed to spill almost all of my pint of beer on the girl. I'm really embarrassed and go get napkins. I ask her if she wants me to leave and she says no. She's being a little touchy. I move her to a bench far away. Her friends come by to save her. They say we should get going but the girl wants to say. The friends go to the bathroom. I say "your friends want to take you away from me". She goes to the bathroom where her friends are. Her friends come back, grab their drinks and leave. There's a pause. She looks at me for like 6 seconds, then looks dissapointed. "Shit, does this girl want to make out with me?" I go for a makeout, she bites. We make out for like 3 minutes. Get kicked out mid makeout. I walk her about 700 feet to the nearby street, making out with her all the way.

I try convince her to come back to my place. She says she doesn't trust herself even though she really wants to come. After a little bit of cajoling she leaves. She was very pretty ps.

It's a few days later now. I texted the girl from Sunday the night of and she texted me back. Now it seems like she's not texting me back anymore though. Will have to wait and see. Surprising because I thought she really liked me. One of the girls from Saturday is texting me back though and we're getting coffee Thursday.

TL:DR Confidence shattered Thursday, 3 nums Saturday, Makeout Sunday.