So there is two females i'm interested in and attracted to, i've actually spoken to one in person, told her I like her, just haven't acted on much more than that. Then the other I saw on INstagram messaged her on Facebook. This is where I totally messed up I think. No. I know I did.

First Impressions count, i'm a smooth guy, but this was not smooth, out of practice, is an understatement, i've been single for two and nearly a half years.

Not really tried speaking to many females in that time.

So this is what i told the girl i've never spoke to word for word

Me-(So what if there was somebody, curious about your story, would you tell them to read a book or would you take notice and tell them yourself?) Me-(I just want to know because i'm that somebody)

Her - (I'd tell them myself)

Me - (ok, well im litterly a black and white guy, no grey area, if you understand, i came to trinidad to turn my life around, litterly, turn my life around. i see something i like sometimes act i sometimes dont, most people hate the truth they like the sugar)

Me - (im a diabetic and a i realise with or without anybody i need to live, its up to you i dont make no scene talking to someone, but when i say im interested believe me it dont come easy on my part)

Me - (im interested)

Me - (up to you)

Me - (women always no seriously always choose the male)

Me - (so im looking for someone to better myself to better them)

Me - (i want to be friendly not friends#)

Me - (take it from tere and as that)

Me - (raw and nearely complete, im not sweet talking yoyu tea no sugar)

Notice throug all that she only replied once,, then I overloaded.

I mean i shake my head when reading it, but i'm just hoping that if i leave it a few days i can come back, and kind of tell her its been a long tme so im rusty as hell but do want to get to know her and i like her.

Please roast me or whatever but if there is a way back i would like the help.