I went on a date with the girl I had a crush, it was the most awkward thing ever, so many weird silences. I didn’t know what to talk about more than work etc. Worst thing that happened was me being so nervous I asked the same question twice lol. And she responded I already told you. It was just weird. Soooo weird. She was cool all th time tho. She saw I was nervous and relays stayed all night. Anyways, I don’t know what to get from this experience. How to go from here for myself as a person. I tend to be a an all or nothing person. My mind is telling me either. You are a looser, you need to chnage your life. Go hard core on everything. The problem with this is that it normally lasts until I feel better. The other side is telling, it’s fine, everyone has bad experiences, you need to learnt your lesson and don’t take on dates girls you don’t feel more than physical connection with. Idk which mindset is better and tbh I think something in the middle would be better however, that’s hard to find. Idk how. Also idk if I should talk to girl cause we weee friends before I asked her out. Maybe I should clarify everything with her. And maybe say thank you for not leaving the date idk.