I met this girl ONCE. She was the second girl I've gone on a date with since breaking up with my ex, and I'm already hung up over being basically ghosted haha. We had a pretty much perfect date, we were making out often, good talks, smoked some weed, and even when I told her I should get going as she has exams and assignments due, she told me to stay and that she can get an extension. After the date, we both say we had a great time and should do it again, she was very open to the idea and sent me a heart. It just sucks when you do everything right and it doesn't work out, and she was cute af, but oh well.

I know the solution is to date more girls, and I'm working on it. It's exam season right now so literally nobody has time, and here I am being pretty bummed over a girl I barely know. I'm not ACTUALLY sad as I know this is just a tiny crush and it'll go away in a few days, but for the time being just wanted to get it off my chest and also ask, wtf do you do when you AREN'T dating? I am having a bit of a hard time right now with dating and I'm hitting the gym, practicing my guitar, etc. but I feel like all the shit I do just isn't making me happy.

It's not the breakup either. Every thought of my ex ruined my day and I stayed way longer than I should've and I haven't been this happy in forever. Probably just missing having someone around, but I want that someone to be anyone but her haha.