In my culture we don't date, we just sit, talk, and see we like each other and then get married.

So there was this guy that I was having the marriage talks with and after a month of talking he said he doesn't want to do it, which was disappointing for me since I liked him but I was okay with it till today. This what was in 2020 covid. He was and still is a very good friend. He told me today that he is marrying someone else and has told his family about her. I can't help but feel worthless. I am 28F and I always pick high-value men but it has never worked out for me to this day. There is always something that is a problem either for me or for them. I feel like I will get the most boring and unworthy men of the lot or I will die alone

Now I know the most unattractive quality in the world is " they don't want you " but how I internalize this *** Please help

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