I am a 25 year old male unemployed for 2 years and I have 2 kids. The women I am with has had me by the balls from the moment I lost my virginity to her. My family despise her and I have lost friends because of her.

For the last 4 years I have slept on the sofa and the last time I had sex was about 7 months ago right before she went into labour. My son sleeps in bed with her because it easier than giving him a bed time. In the beginning of the relationship she would go out with male friends sometimes for a spin in his car or for a meal. She was extremely flirtatious when she was skinny and she has cheated in the past but I only found out after my son was born . She claimed no sex happend but it would be stupid to believe it didn't. Either way she slept in his bed. I don't know why I'm staying in this relationship she has used the kids against me in arguments and thretend to get me beat up only this morning because I was taking to long to wake up of the sofa. I know I sound like a fucking women but I'm scared to leave. I have been tempted in the past to just leave pack my shit and go to a mental hospital because with the way I have been treated and alowed myself to be manipulated there has got to be sonthing mentality wrong with me.

Tommorow I'm looking after the kids while she has a night out. Right now I'm looking after the kids because she is in work. I didn't sign up to this Bullshit. I know I will get a lot of flack here but hopefully this will reinforce your opinion that women are manipulative, deceitful, greedy sluts.