(M17) I had a crush, long time ago when I was still at elementary school, a girl of my same classroom, I know any of you really care about the details I won´t write any of those.

The time did it´s thing, she changed of school and my interest for her faded out. Now I´m at the last year of High School dealing with my own hobbies, problems and friends. Today (when I´m writting) I was navigating a nsfw web page for relieving some tension, and there she was... I firsts thought "Don´t jump directly to conclusions, maybe is someone else that shares her name and the little picture doesn´t have enought resolution for me to be sure" And I was wrong.

There she was, doing a BJ to a dude. I stopped to look as soon I identified her.

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And it didn´t really destroyed me, I was surprised to see her in the webpage yet, I wasn´t disgusted, neither disappointed, I pictured all of you as a community saying to me "We told you" and I answered "Yes, you told me".

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Already on the CC?

Anyway, Thanks. For warning me that this kind of things aren´t the excemption, but the norm.

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Not a MGTOW yet, Red pilled but somehow I still keep pieces of Hope... Don´t worry, I only have 17, surely by 19 I will be a MGTOW, the only reason, is that I want to experience a Heartbreak, that will convince me to never return.

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I wish to all of you, a good day, and a happy single life.