Being emotionally invested into something that is deemed unappealing may be something that has described me. I have tried to invest my feelings towards a girl that has numerous amounts of issues and drawbacks. How is this possible?

Lack of experience and the potential dangers of a women has always created a prototype: women are these treacherous species that can overall control your decisions simply due to a man's lust. Simply stating, I have continuously pushed myself into this girl despite major negative signs. The constant connection of her ex-boyfriend is the most absurd mindset I could think she possess. She would extend these emotions for someone she has loved in the past– she believes that those emotions were the greatest she has ever felt. It's as though her texting him constantly to evict those happy moments is keeping her alive. Yet, I still went in and tried to grasp her emotions she holds so dearly away from her.

The obvious conclusion towards those actions were obviously stapled. I have been "prolonging" my confession towards her to become my SO due to those drawbacks. It seems ridiculous enough that she also has the idea of dating me despite her prominent feelings for her ex-boyfriend. This is indeed a huge mistake on my part. Realizing that she still having these emotions created jealousy inside of me. But, sooner or later, I realize that I can destroy that mindset of mine rather than hers.

You don't need to be emotionally invested into someone because of lust. Her constant mentioning of her ex-boyfriend no longer bothers me. I had read what is capable towards having lack of sympathy for those that have these mental disconnections. I realized that after reading this subreddit, that I should not care that she still loves her ex. Her being interested in me still means I still have a chance. I would merely just use her emotions of grief she has for her past experiences as a benefit towards myself. I can use her to towards satisfying my libido, and it greatly constructs happiness. The thing I learned the most from TRP is that women are fucking difficult. And the most easiest thing you can exploit is to play around with those difficulties. Those emotions I had towards her not only were destroyed, but also I had created a facade in which she can trust. Consequently, I can focus more on the things that push me forward rather than emotions that drive me down because of her emotional instability. Thank You.