Typing on mobile, thanks for reading.

So I've basically been fucked in the head for the last twenty years, chemically speaking. Depression made me its bitch. I dropped out of high school, worked fast food and retail part time, and wasted my life on 4chan and video-games and porn. I have no social life to speak of except for one girl I know who I hang with every now and then, see a movie with, have no in fucking. No interest in fucking anyone, really. I'm fat, no education, no prospects, no drivers license, no qualifications, no hobbies, no friends, no social skills to speak of. If there's more than one other person, I shut the fuck up.

About the only thing going for me is that I finally have medication which allows me to visualise the future. Well, that, and in retrospect I understood frame at an intuitive level. I have never been capable of giving a mild fuck about anything. I had several girlfriends in highschool fall into my lap and I had them dreaded out the ass by how little I cared about whether or not we ever did anything.

But, so, what is my question?

I'm 27 and i'm finally ready to grow the fuck up. If you had to start over just before your SMV potential is at ifs highest, what do you do?