How do you guys deal with a lingering feeling of melancholy? I'm going to college for computer engineering and generally enjoy what I'm studying and enjoy my life, have good friends, party etc. I have smoked weed for the past 4 years and that did bring up some anxiety issues that I've mostly dealt with at this point. But I can't help this feeling in the back of my mind. It seems to hinder my concentration as well. I used to think I was depressed. Maybe I was. Shit I know I was for a little bit. But now I feel like I've moved past a lot of those problems. Am I depressed? Maybe minor depressive disorder? I know you guys aren't here to diagnose my problems but is this something everyone deals with? This feeling calls to be expressed. Now time to distract myself with some quality entertainment. Thanks for your time fam.

Edit: just getting this out was therapeutic in itself. I'll get back in the gym and start running every other morning to get my body back in balance. Thanks guys