To paraphrase my long interesting relationship with my girlfriend: she was my first real relationship and girl I lost my Virginity to. Before I was dating her I have a lot of confidence talking to other women but as the relationship went on, I lost almost all my confidence and became extremely Beta. I became so self-conscious and needy but she still was loyal as fuck and was there for me. I’m now being alpha again like my old ways. She likes it but is confused to my sudden dominance and “misses” all my love and affection I used to give. I believe this is due to her conditioning to the state i was in for a period of 8 months. My question is how should i go about this transition with my girlfriend, and also why did she stay with me or not fuck me over when I was such a bitch. I’m interested in your thoughts.