My friend's sister is my ex girlfriend. We broke up about a year ago. Breakup was mutual, seeing as she was heading overseas, and lo and behold, she found a new boyfriend. She's now in a LDR with him. He's an "alpha" (massive, protective, in jail), not that I care too much.

The problem is I was a beta phaggot for the last 6 months; talking to her over the phone, finding excuses to see her ... hard case of oneitis. She got sexual with me a few times but I didn't want to fuck her because... I don't know why (oh and she cheated on me during our relationship).

Now I went to see my friend very briefly as I train boxing with him (usually I sit and wait for him in the car). I saw my ex girlfriend, and she started talking to me about all this stuff blah blah blah as if I was her boyfriend to whixh I responded in a pretty apathetic way. When she saw I wasn't that invested in to what she was saying she went cold and ignored me. I asked her a couple of things and she replied with yes/no, just very cold. So I got up, said goodbye and left and went home. Should I feel guilty about not being "friendly" with her ?

btw ... about a month ago when she called me asking to talk because she was feeling sad she told me that "it's not my job to make her feel good" ... I don't know I just need someone kick the oneitis shit out of me and tell me how much of a fuckwit I am ... thank you for listening.