After I ended my LTR a few months back, I've been mainly focusing on my school work, lifting, and try to detach my ex from my life through no contact.

It's not easy, and I know TRP preaches never to return back to a previous LTR, but I genuinely feel sad whenever I see all my friends make up with their exes and get back in relationships with them. While I continue down the path of No Contact and ignore. I sometimes wish me and my ex LTR would reconnect.

I know this is just the oneitis in me struggling to come back, how can i get rid of this feeling?