So I’ll try to keep this short.

I’ve known this girl for a long time and we were very close. A few months ago she confessed her feelings for me and I for her. The thing is she had a boyfriend, but promised to break up with him after a couple of months because of personal issues, I know that sounds stupid af. Blue pill me accepted that. We would always text, FaceTime, and do shit like that all day. I became obsessed with her. She didn’t keep with her promise so I stopped talking to her. Now, we go to the same school and have classes together. I thought I had gotten over her during the summer, but I still think about her sporadically throughout the day. I fantasize about fucking her, mind you I’m still a virgin and was very close to having sex with her. I can’t stop this feelings and thoughts. What can I do? I don’t want to keep feeling like this. PS I have my own stuff going on like school, wrestling, homework, gym, etc.

TL;DR Known this girl for a long time, she said she fell for me and so did I but she had a bf. Promised to break up with him but never did and now I can’t get over her despite being on my grind.