I was attracted to a girl in my class. I tried to not giving a fuck about it too much and just keep on focusing on my studies instead. But female companionship and validation seems a need for my psychological drive.

After our practice in a pe class, i told her how i felt and how i was attracted to her. Didnt asked her out basically just left her with the idea thar i liked her. Know that i wasnt talking to her in our classes just made her laugh with some of my jokes along with the class.

After a couple of days i went up on twitter and sent a dm. With a motive to ask her out, small convo about what happened and just made her expect that i will tak her out. The next day we went to grab a drink and some ice cream. ( sort of a date )

We talked for around 2-3 hours. Made her laugh so much and told her compliments and shit (which maybe was a mistake?). Her eye contact was actually so on point she looked at me for about 85% of time.

Basically i felt she was interested and she was actually. Well i asked and she said yes but then somehow she said that she wants to take the chance but she feels like it wont really workout because there are alot of things to that i had to consider if i do date her. She just was not sure of the idea of us dating. But she was interested?

We left and hugged it out.

Couple of days i dmed again asked her if she would mind to have a 2nd date. Not sure if she didnt want to but she sent an emoji of 😶 this a bunch of it and said "when????"

I just said you know what lets not do that. I just want to ask if you want me to stop my motive. She said yes because you may in pontential waste your time?

Im holding on to the idea that she was interested. Sucks but i really am attracted fuck, even wrote a song haha