Will I ever be able to have a normal relationship?

Before you say read the sidebar I already have. Im decently redpilled but struggle with emotions sometimes (I havent ever shown that to a girl though). Ive been working out for past 3 years and my game is pretty good. I box too.

I always cut girls off quick for pretty much no reason and have no issue finding new ones but I want to just be normal. Is there any hope from anyone whos stuck in a similarly shit situation?