Besides my mom, I only have disdain for women. I see them only as objects for sex and I see investing in them emotionally as something to avoid. I get an angry pit in my stomach when I see hoes dressed up like hoes in public at night. I get pissed off when women don’t talk to me the way I think they should; I.E with respect. I think women are only into having a relationship because it provides them with something. Women won’t look at me unless I wear a nice fucking watch or walk out of the barber shop or browse for supplements at target and walk out with a couple things. I hate how damn shallow women are. Today I was working out and this dude was sitting with a girl he clearly liked and they were talking all cutesy and shit. He was skinny and I almost knew it was game over for him once I walked into the room. I was doing pull-ups and this Asian bitch left him to come and make it known she found me attractive. Like wtf...fuck off with your poor makeup and shit. I want to get over this feeling I get because it bothers the fuck out of me. I want to be okay with women being there fucked up little selves. But I’m more likely to ignore a chick I think is attractive then do anything because I know she’s likely sucking random dick at a party.