I've been quiet my whole life, I've usually just played off of things other people have said.

BASICALLY whenever I have to lead a conversation - I literally don't know what to talk about. I start to think what do normally people talk about, and HOW THE FUCK DO PEOPLE TALK so much.

My mind just goes blank.

I think to my closest relationships - it's been with people who yap yap yap and I can just play off of that.

Perhaps I need to expand my interests: I follow sports, like working out, movies, self-development stuff, music, current events, listen to podcasts, watch tv shows.

I mean how much can I talk about that stuff.

I am blanking out. Anyone else have a similar experience or advice?