Just heard my family go on a 2 hour rant about me and I have never hit this kind of low.

To give a background, I am from a red pill country where MOST PEOPLE from butt ugly to handsome has game. It’s part of the country. There’s even a name for it and everyone is supposed to know how to be a player. Unfortunately I moved to the piece of shit US of A and thus was raised as pussy in the gynocentric environment

My family is talking about how good looking I am and how I could slay any Pussy I want. I went to a party where I was rejected. My sister in law told me after, in that party, before I arrived, the chicks actually fought over who who would win me. Their dare was to wear the skimpiest outfit to decide who I should chose. One wore short skirt and no panties. And I still fucked it up. Literally I had girls, I didn’t know about, dying to fuck me and I fucked up. That’s how lame I am.

Then my family went on a rant on career. I feel like I will never get better. I’ve read TRP, tons of books, joined a fraternity, went out, have tried any means and yet, here I am, complaining.

I’m just broken. I’m drunk, depressed and done. I plan to leave my home and sleep in my car and just stop Giving a fuck about life. Dying is better than this mediocre existence. You have no idea what I’ve done to try to improve. Lifting, steroids, reading, fraternity, working 2 jobs, 3 jobs, joining elite clubs, and here I am. I’m done.