I'm asking right now because I'm in a prime position to break up with my LTR in the next couple days since we got in a fight last weekend and I haven't seen her since.

I've only known about the red pill for a couple months so I still haven't had enough time to read the side bar. Just about to finish the second rational male book.

Heres my problem. I've had decent success with women in my life but I've been in an LTR for 6 months, longer than I've known about the red pill. I'm 24 she's 22. This woman has been great, she's a solid submissive christian girl that breaks all the rules for me and is a solid 9. She doesn't post on social media or anything and even though she has tons of dudes hitting on her all the time she doesn't return it. She's practically a unicorn I feel like, however now I'm questioning everything because of the red pill. I can't tell if I have oneitis or if she's a good woman. I can't tell if I want to believe she's a quality woman when according to TRP AWALT.

I'm a solid 6 foot 2, 210 pounds been lifting since I was 16, and a career in insurance thats starting to take off and hopefully will be in the 6 figure mark by the end of this year or definitely the next.

Positives: The positives about her is that she genuinely follows my lead, listens to my decisions, she's great in bed and goes all out for me, has sex with me literally whenever I want and doesn't back, and honestly she's a pretty great friend. We get along great, have fun, laugh, and have pretty much the best connection I've ever had with an LTR. We'll read books together and stuff and its like a really good relationship where it seems like we're both growing and it doesn't seem to impact the direction of my goals. Also, she has a solid job as a dental assistant and doesn't rely on my money.

Negatives: I think she has insane trust issues. Example 1: An old girl I used to have sex with texted me saying she missed me while I was with my LTR. My LTR saw it, stole my phone when I was in the bathroom, and texted her pretended to be me (now that I'm typing this it seems even more crazy). Example 2: I told her I wouldn't unfollow my best friends girl friend on snapchat, and she said she couldn't date me if I wouldn't do that. This kept on for about 3 weeks. Finally last weekend she gave me an ultimatum and I kept frame, told her no and it was nice knowing her and wished her the best. About 30 seconds go by and she lays in my bed and says sorry then we have sex. Red Flag 3: This is a different situation. On Christmas an old plate texted me Merry Christmas that she missed me and my LTR was so upset about this that she secretly texted another dude back for like a whole month, although they never flirted, he asked her to hang every weekend even though she was with me, and she never told him we were dating. After a month of this goes on she shows me to try to make me angry because my old plate texted me. Red Flag 4: I found out she secretly checks my phone about 80% of the times we hang out. Red Flag 5: If we argue she's immature, insulting towards me, and won't let it go until I STFU and don't talk to her then she comes flying back apologizing. Red Flag 6: Her count is 6 (but mine is 12). Red Flag 7: She's so in love with me she almost got my initials tattooed on her finger because I jokingly said she wouldn't do it. By comparison she dated her ex for 2 years and said she only had sex with him a few times. When we started dating he used to call her and text her begging her to come back to him, she never responded and was super turned off. He was definitely beta bucks and I think she loves that I'm an alpha to her.

Other than those examples we pretty much get along great, but I'm thinking this might turn bad. 90% of the time we hang out its positive. 10% of the time we run into those issues.

The positives are amazing but I feel like the negatives are so insane that I might be playing with fire. I feel like I want the relationship to work out because I'm also christian and would like a family some day with a woman, but I can't tell if I'm being blinded by my mindset and ignoring some red flags that are too intense.

My Question: Should I dip out, go all in on the red pill, and next? or stay in this and give it a shot long term? Am I blinded by the blue pill Disney fantasy?