tbh Im always happiest when Im my most fucked up I got expelled eigjth grade and held back foe threatening a student which caused a lot od trauma. I got forcibly taken to a autism school where I tried raping a student and escaped twice getting chased by cops for two straight days eventually got expelled. Also Ive done some other fucked shit I dont even wanna mention on here. Basically I have severe mental problems which means I can never become a "high value man" but what does that even mean? Try to live your whole life to impress women? Why not live for yourself? I might be a bit masochistic as some of the fear tendencies women show me turn me on.Also do not tell me to get therapy either theyve all told me Im too messed up and need more serious help.Basically to sum it up if you have a mental disability you cant have a social circle, women, or go to school and get a "real job". Also Ive been expelled from seven schoola the trick is alot of guys hate theyre mentally ill when the key is to love it in a fucked up way the things I mention are out of control and out ofreach for someone likw that ao your two options are hate it or embrace it. Trust me though if you embrace it youll have the same confidence as a successful guy but itll comw from a dark place also you wont give a fuck about anybody worth trying. To sum it up if you have mental healtg issues and are isolated from peers dont hate it embrace it that stuff is out of your control due to nature weeding out your genes might as well enjoy it in a fucked up way.