Never posted. New to this. Just throwing it down for science.

Got out of an LTR a couple of months ago and have been on a bit of a terror. My game and my whole state has been great lately. Have had enough lady attention that I'm starting to get pretty confident about getting back into the dating game. Now fast forward to last night...

I started out heading to a friends place with my roommate (my buddies girlfriend who is an HB8). Pre drinking with a decent crowd of about 10. All the ladies there were girlfriends of my friends except one HB6. I warmed up by chillin with the ladies versus the men to get me in the right state. HB6 is digging the converstion. Totally working and the party ended up around us.

Time to go to a local bar and I'm feeling maybe I drank a little heavy during the pre-drink. Something I swear by being the biggest fail possible. Decide to just suck it up and roll with it. We get there and the place is bumpin' and I head off with my original winglady(my roomie) to get some drinks. She's totally game for bringing some friends home for a hot tub tonight and is totally trying to get me laid. This can be amazing. If you don't fuck it up.

Place is a little crowded so we head out to the patio where some friends are having a smoke. Now shows up HB8 I got #close with from the other weekend and her friend HB8.5. We were supposed to meet up for drinks earlier but she never hit me up. Started with a hug but instead of playing it cool and teasing her about not texting, drunk me decided to get pissy about being flaked. Apparently things didn't turn out well because I can't even remember having further conversation.

My winglady jumps in from my crowd of friends beside me and shoots me towards another set. Two HB8.5's from out of town with their brother who seems cool with it and down to party. I suggest drinks which I totally don't need at this point but want to keep this new party going. After buying a round for the group I suggest a new location. A club up the street with a DJ party. Ends up being me with one of the HB8.5's, her brother, and my roomie. Other HB8.5 must have bailed on the way out but I was too cut to notice.

We get to the club and I get cover for our crowd. We check the scene coming in and roomie wants a smoke so we head up. Our new friends don't smoke but hung out anyway before heading back in to the dance floor. The four of us seemed to be getting along and I was dancing with HB8.5 getting some good kino in and it seems she's interested. I get a little closer to heat things up when all of a sudden she turns and goes to a group of guys who appear to be just randoms. I still don't know if it was something I said, my dancing, my kino, my breathe, it all just happend so fast. I kind of shrug it off and play the same game finding a group of 5 HB 8's on the dance floor but got rejected immediately. My winglady sees what's up because brother and the HB8.5 I came with and who just turned on me darted for the door. Wing lady wants to chase but I tell her fuck it let's just party

I bought us a drink which was a horrible idea and headed back out on the dance floor. I end up approaching two HB7's and the three of us are getting dirty on the dance floor. Things were going good and I k closed both while dancing with them. Bars closing and the three of us head outside as I wave to my winglady to join.

Mingling outside and offer up my place for an after party with the hot tub. The buddy whos place we started at was with us and i was hinting about him joining so i didnt bumble with two wild girls. Girls were on the fence and opted to bail. Again, I don't know wtf happend. They just weren't down all of a sudden. Must have been the fresh air I figure and move in on the next thing I see like a drunken fool. Turns out to be an older woman around an HB6. We walk up the street to get some food and wait for a cab and I'm chilling with this new older lady. Still young by most standards but still 10 years on me. She's got another creepy guy trying to pursue and asks me to help her ditch him. I suggest returning to my place and she bites.

Cabs come and me and her jump in to one alone while my roomie and the buddy whos place I started at share another cab. all headin back to my place. Older lady now thanks me for getting her away from creepy dude and we stop by her place to get her bikini. I try to get flirty and ask her about being with a younger guy. Seems alright and I get closer before she tells me I'm being to forward. I'm thinking in my head, then why are you in the cab with me.

Get to my place. I pay for the cab. We get changed and hop in the tub. It's me, older lady, my roomie, my buddy who's place we started at, and of all people creepy dude shows up. How the fuck he got here I don't know. I was about to get him out of there when I notice older lady and my buddy hooking up next to me.

Again, wtf am I doing wrong. I get so close and bomb at the end. I bail out of the tub, bring my roomie, kick the creepy dude out and spark a joint to wind down. Me and roomie chili and I tell her sorry I sucked tonight and all her efforts to get me laid were a waste. Confidence shaken and bummed I pass out while my buddy bangs older lady in our hot tub.

Looking back on it this morning I don't know what to feel. I'm blaming most of it on drinking just a little too heavy. I like to keep a good buzz going with out going overboard but last night I crossed that line a little.

Writing this FR was actually kind of nice. I recommend it to any of you who haven't decided to submit your stuff. Sorry for the novel and thanks for reading and any feedback.

Edit: spelling