Met this girl in the town I'm traveling to a while back. We stayed in touch but got into a fight very recently so she said she doesn't want to meet me as we have bad air between us, and that she'll consider meeting after it's resolved, if ever.

I said it could be resolved but sure. And if she wants to talk she can text me, left it at that.

After that I just stopped talking to this girl and went and met other girls, one of them is a HB8 German model that's sweet and very fun to be around. She was letting me do everything to her. Grab her, touch her, etc. But I still couldn't let myself close. I don't know why.

I keep telling myself I won't let my oneitis ruin my travel and my trip, and so far it's been working for a week, but I can't stop it from being at the back of my head. For some reason I want to meet her, which I know is stupid so I'm trying to meet other women instead, but I just don't like them as much as her.

What am I doing wrong?