Its all in my head. A couple years ago when I was 19 the opportunity was literally knocking on my door and she was a HB7. I was too embarrassed to tell her that I was a virgin. She wouldn't have cared but I was too busy freaking out to bone her. After that I was convinced myself I was gay because I confused that I was nervous and not excited. I tried experimenting with a guy it didn't get me off. Since then I've been going after women again but with little success. I've fooled around but I've never had sex.

I realized I had underlying problems and flew off the radar/ started over in a new city and, ever since I've greatly improved other aspects of my life. I've been growing my SMV. I'm now on track with my GPA to get into a top graduate school in my discipline. I've been lifting for over 4 months now and I'm getting progressively stronger. I'm 6'3". I'm from a well off family. When I go out to bars women reciprocate flirtation and compliment me for being confident and smooth. But heres the thing...

I never close.

It ruins me. I've never had sex. The thought is all consuming and it eats me up inside. I'm a virgin. I believe my past BP self deserved to be sex deprived because I was living without purpose. I've found success in so many aspects of my life recently and TRP has helped immensely. I came here to learn how to get laid and I could really use some help.

I think about my virginity obsessively and it can be obtrusive to my productivity and happiness. This has been going on for years.

Coming on/ in a girl will my a spiritual moment of catharsis for my dick.

Does anyone have advice?