Hi guys. So recently I've taken the time to download freelectics and purchase a Fitbit surge so I can start training using my body weight. It's more convenient to me than lifting, and I can do it anywhere. I've been trying to cut down on porn and better myself. I've noticed that for me, No girls=more porn. I'm getting pretty tired of ladies either ignoring or disrespecting me. So I took the plunge.

I struggle to do push ups. When I'm practicing, I hate to hear muscle pant and struggle the way I do. It makes me feel fat and useless, even though I'm great at cardio for the most part. I'm not sure what to do, and I gave my body a day to rest. I'm trying again for longer tonight.

Any idea on how to stop feeling this way? Even though I'm trying to fix myself?