We were in the car talking after spending the day with each other and some conversation about her sister came up which led to her asking me how many girls I've been with in the past and that it doesn't matter the answer. This is isn't the first time she's brought it up either. I always respond with "don't worry about it," or "why would you need to know that?" because honestly, what is knowing that going to do for her.

Little does she know she took my virginity. She has no idea, the thought would never have crossed her mind. She's under the impression that every girl wants me and since I'm very good looking and fit I must have been with tons of girls. Nope. She was my first and I don't want her to know that. I'm not scared of her leaving me, but I just get the feeling that if she knew that, she'd lose her attraction to me.

I left her today visibly upset. She was holding back tears that I wouldn't tell her because my past shouldn't matter and she claims it wouldn't change anything.

I just want to know what you guys think of this