Hello all. Been reading up TRP for around 7 months now and can't seem to kill the limiting thoughts in me. I get I put pussy on a pedestal and trying not to but can't seem to get it off. I want to just focus on myself but am still angry that women can literally just look good and get what they want.

I've picked up on self improvement and have been reading, lifting, meditating, etc. Hell even been doing (trying to do) nofap for around 8 months now. (Best streak was 28 days...) What is it I'm missing? I'm 23, in college, living at home but working. I want to kill those thoughts and ideas I've been conditioned to believe but something is holding me back. A fear that I'll break? Fear that I won't make it? Idk.

Looking to my fellow rp members for help because I just can't seem to get my head fixed. I want to one day make a FR on how I changed but it seems so damn far away.