What does it mean if you as a guy want to lay in a womans lap and be breastfed by her, 30 minutes straight, preferably daily or every other day or weekly.

What if you desire that more than sex, friendship or any other kind of connection or activity with a woman who has milk available. I don’t think it’s a fetish or turn on, it’s something else. I dont get hard from it.

What if you were sexually attracted to a woman but lost the sexual attraction after she breast fed you? Is that normal?

Additionally what if you want to sabotage a relationship at the first sign of inconvenience. Like for instance what if you don’t feel comfortable and don’t desire sex from a woman if she ignored a text of yours in the past.

What if its the same with guy friends, you want to end the “friendship” or connection if they don’t answer your questions or text?

Or if you notice a pattern of unanswered texts. I don’t mean consecutive unanswered texts, but like her not answering a text a few months back, then not answering a question a few weeks back, etc and you want to sabotage/end the relationship or connection over that kind of stuff?

What if you say stuff like answer me, reply, respond, hurry up, hurry doggie, or “i can see you dont know much about morality and courtesies, id advise you complete coursework in those areas. I dont have much faith you’ll pass those courses, so best of luck!” If someone doesnt answer a question or text?

In some cases, if I was angry, I would even start saying hurry up slave. Or ask the person why they’re a slave. Or, tell the person to look up the word slave in the dictionary.

What does it all mean besides being rude or immature? Like psychologically, morally, behaviorally, etc.