I orbited a girl I thought would be my everything. I know I was wrong for doing so because TRP mentality was supposed to be deeply ingrained in my mind. I went out on a limb and thought this girl was "different" after all she was a muslim. I thought I had finally found a girl who I could let my guards down with. I was completely wrong now that I see. All I ask is how do I get past this complete pain I feel inside of me? All I ask is how do I act like I'm over this? This pain hurts me man