My ex And I are in the same class in college she’s 28 in 23 we had a steamy summer fling that came to an abrupt end. Since then I have went on dates, lived my life and haven’t thought much about her nor did I feel much other than liberation (initially.)

So far during the semester she drunk called me, send nudes, and was teasing me over video chat. I was down to just keep our relationship sexual as she insisted - but I want it on my terms or at least mutual terms - not solely hers.

I have noticed that if I bite -she pulls back - so I don’t - but she presses at her will and I don’t want to be her toy for when she is “lonely.”

Now back to the problem - since we are in the same class we obviously have to be civil and up until today that has been the case. She was sitting right next to me class was over but a bunch of people were still lingering. I was typing up an email and I overhear her talking to some guy in the class about throwing some get togethers in the near future - he asked if he should bring alcohol and my attention narrowed in on their conversation. Next thing I hear is the two of them planning to wear matching costumes (some sort of wolf bullshit - I got a nauseous and stopped paying attention - only to hear the guy okay i’ll see you at class later.

I wasn’t necessarily ignoring her the whole class - we did chat briefly before class - I wasn’t capable to look her. By the end of the class I felt the need to write this and gather any insight for others here.

Might be worth noting for those who are familiar with steroid use - I am almost 2 weeks off test-e - so I don’t know if my anxiety is related to my test level and will subside once I start PCT in a few days. Also of note I am still on HGH 5 days on 2 off - I was running 4iu/day but recently bumped it up to 10iu for a few days this week.