If its the case why do women operate so differently then? Is it cause they just need money or know you're from overseas so you have status? It seems suspicious to me that I find good matches in one city in the entire world but over in the states I'm literally suicidal and so hopeless. Getting matches doesn't even make me feel better either I just assume the worst anyways because I've never had a girlfriend so I never thought it could be even possible to have a woman's attention.

Something is wrong with me or this world and I don't know which. Probably both.